I’m not there because I am here in my mind. Yeah I’m fine, but you must be the furthest from my mind lets rewind. I left you to get a renewed view of what I need to do to be closer to you.
I have learned internally that the furnace that burns the coals of my heart is empty. I have allowed the “things” I want of this world to tempt me. They sent me to the cleaners as I learned what has cleaned my emotions out.
We lost because I won.
Won a new life, won what the selfishness of my heart desired. I no longer fight. I say what I want yet I meet what I wish. My heart is not settled as my foundation with you is a raging fire. I became a liar when I promised what you wanted versus what I desired.
Can I get back to you? Will my pride make me a liar?