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Are you Reaching?

What is your dream? Do you “cultivate” the reality of allowing your desires to come true? Are you faithful despite what might come to stop your burning desires? Do you accept that you may need help in making that shinning moment happen? Continue reading

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Just Cause

“Just because” I write doesn’t mean I don’t Love you! Continue reading

She Saved “we”

She reached.

Touched me.

Met her.

Meet dreams.

Miss serene.

Arranged scenes.

Act One. Boy,she, caught me!

House slave.

Freed me.

Selfish me.

Lost me, gained dreams.

I whispered…

Love me.

Save we!

Love lasts.

Realities dreams.

Im awake.

She has, awaken me!

Divine heart! Virtuous being! Love you, forever Queen!

Thoughts Birth

Love’s bliss.

Thrilled me.

Your heart.

Marvelous, serene.

Kissed me. Earth moved.

Eloquence, yes. An Epiphany!

Bells rang.

Mind’s siren, you screamed.

9 months.

Baby, cried.

We screamed.

God’s Love.

Our dreams!

Polaroid to Love

Love came.

You too!

Im lost.

Inside you.

Picture perfect,tranquil view.

I saw, love’s blessings, in you.

Miss used, dont confuse, my love, to you.

Old you, naw uh-uh.

New you.

Who knew, takes two?

We developed, polaroid’s view!

Get The Message?

In a sea full of words I could not pick out your tone. I loved you, I just wanted you to answer, but all I heard was a dial tone!You dropped the phone.

The voice resonating from my bitterness is keeping my heart black, and solid as stone. My mind is racing because I can see your mind’s finger tips erasing the message I left on your heart last time we talked via the phone.

You ignored my note, forgot my quote, you lost touch with what I spoke. I know because I wrote what’s in the note!

Now I see you are flexing your muscle! The mind game is filled with all your rhetoric and your strong quotes! Thats your real hustle!

In your ignorance my heart lost hope, but my mind renewed in the wrath of getting even with what your mouth never said but the voice of reason spoke.

And I quote..

You will learn the wrath of this bitter man in due time. You just pushed me out of your letter and towards a new thin line. I have been pushed into the envelope and towards the brink of emotional death. No need for a stamp, my message will reach you through express! Check your BBM, no need to block my text!

Get the message?

Black Girl Lost

My eyes can see the progress I have made but my slippery past has left me moving (backsliding).

Actions speak louder than words, but the reaction to me finding a spiritual base is not audible enough, and clearly you can’t hear. She is everything I wanted, even though I wanted nothing to do with her.

Old views don’t paint portraits in different hues. I miss her even though everyone else gets to paint her views.I’m afraid to ask to see her because of past errors. My measures are led by the judgment of those who peer into my known fears.

You cannot speak for my character of views.

Yes Todd the father is confused I thought when I got it right I would be less confused?

M should have the life of a first-rate lady, but she has a dad who feels second-rate in postage. I didn’t send in my final notice, but I finally notice the family looks to erase my name from her ledger, I get sent packing due to lack of postage. (money)

I don’t admit to always do right.  My past was as murky as now it is purified. I look to help this black girl, I don’t want her to be lost because of the losses I took because of my split decisions. I decided to make a change so I could be the spark that changes her world forever.

My actions today are not the motion I had of yesterday.

I want to be included in the Restoration of her beautiful mind. Like a caged animal I have an open mind, but it’s been closed off by the gates of time.

I’m further from my youth than I am closer to the truth.

I need my daughter in my life, she is my living proof. Her mom doesn’t speak to me anymore, she accepts the check, I don’t know where the line of respect went. People can’t forgive, I know I had a problem a time or two.

I’ve heard that people can’t change, that is a shame people only God has a different view! It doesn’t matter if your spiritual or not. Todd made a change for his ‘life’ so she would have a dad and not an afterthought!

My ‘life’ is important to me but I have nothing to prove you! I don’t need my mom or dad painting a view of who I am or need to be for you!

I don’t approve anyone’s message but my own.

My God this Black Girl can’t get lost, I have to make a way to get to her soon…

reach, teach

You left when you stayed on my mind. I could reach you, but I wanted to teach you how to Love me by learning to Love you. Continue reading

Love of “MY” Life

The Love of life will be in the presence of the Love of “MY” life. The walk I take through strife will help me appreciate the Love where I find my wife. Continue reading

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I Would…

I’d die for you. Do life twice times to prove how much I adore you!

I’d fall for you. On my knees I’d pray so long my knees would turn  black and blue.

I’d stare into God’s eyes until the reflection was you.

I’d paint my eyelids with your palate of life so I could never sleep on the hues you use.

I’d breathe my last breath for you. Hallucinate to the sight of light at the end the tunnel that is you.

I’d rewind my prayers twice just to embrace the beauty that resides in you.

I’d lay to rest in your daydreams just to escape my night’s view.

I’d even come back and learn how to treat you right too!

Truth is I’d rather live without air than die without you!

I’d suffocate in my thoughts  just to take a picture of us.

A picture of your hearts view. A portrait of me and you!

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